I KNOW YOU NEVER CHANGE!!

REGRETS?
DISAPPOINTED?
OFFENSE?
RESENTFUL?

Yes!! because of you, I feel it all now

WHY?

WHY?

WHY?

Pourquoi vous êtes de retour dans ma vie?

My Heart Always Belong's To You Mom (March 3rd 1962)

March 3rd 1962
Forty Nine Years a go
It's been eight years sinced you gone
Leaving me
Leaving us
I find myself wondering
Did I give you your due
For all that you've done for me
Did I ever thank you?
For all of my childhood memories
For helping me deal with life's stresses
For helping me accept my defeats
And celebrate my successes?
Or for teaching me the value of hard work, good judgement, courage, and being true
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared
Did I ever thank you?
If I have forgotten, I'm thanking you now
You taught me right from wrong
I hope you know how much you're loved and appreciated
I hope you, instinctively, knew all along
I hope that when you think of me
A part of you
You'll always see
That I'm gonna be OK right here
So may our love
Go on and on,
A hundred thousand years
Mothers and daughters
Daughters and mothers
Through joys and other tears
You will always in the deepest of my heart
Please Allah SWT, my greatest Lord, take care and protect her
I'll always missing you MAMA..
Always..
I ♥ YOU MOM


March 3rd 2011
With love and kiss,
Your Daughter..

Day 1 - SURABAYA

HELLO..

February 25th 2011 jam setengah lima pagi teng, akhirnya aku bangun. Mataku melek dengan semangat dan ga ada males2nya buat mandi, padahal cuaca lagi adem bangeett!!

As far as you know, hari itu adalah hari aku PULANG!! yep..pulang ke Surabaya!!Uhuyy..

05.00 am - The taxi is waiting for me!!

05.30 am - Saying goodbye to my room mate Delvy. Gonna missyou dear, *sigh*!

05.35 am - Finally i am on my way Soekarno - Hatta Airport.

06. 10 am - Arrived in Soetta

06.30 am - Check in and bla bla bla..asal tau aja ya, bagasiku masi aja kelebihan 6,5 kilo!

hahaha..Padahal sebelomnya barang-barang yang udah dipaket 60 kilo!!

CRAZY ME!! hahaha..

07.00 am - Boarding

07.20 am - Take off.. GOODBYE JEKARDAAAAA!!! hehehe..

08.50 am - Hello SURABAYA!!

09.02 am - Hello bebong sayang, hehehe.. Akhirnya si bebong bisa jemput aku, uwyeay..

09.30 am - Breakfast at Mirota's Batik and Souvenir Shop (Sayur Asem Andalan!)

11.00 am - I'm HOME..my home sweet home!

01.30 pm - Capcus nyookk...hehehe..

02.00 - 04.40 pm - Tunjungan Plaza akhirnyaaa..hehehe...

05.00 pm - Bebong's home

07.30 pm - D'cost Graha Family for dinner with his fams

10.30 pm - I'm HOME..Thanks for the day BABI HUNI..hahaha..

(look at your body like a Babi not a Baby, hahaha)

11.00 pm - SLEEP!!

What a tiring day, but i love it.

Makasih bebong sayang :*

Kiss,

Amelia :*

Saying Goodbye and also Hello..

Twenty Five(th) February 2011

This is my time to leave Jekarda...

HORRAYY..!!!

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i'm back to my civilization SURABAYA

9 bulan sudah aku hidup di Ibukota dan 9 bulan juga aku mengakhiri masa kerjaku di PT. Pam Lyonnaise Jaya - Jakarta..

Sebenarnya 9 bulan adalah waktu yang masih sangat sangat sebentar for getting more experience about my job, tapi what i have to do?? aku sungguh ga bisa tahan hidup jauh dari keluargaku di Surabaya. Selain itu aku udah terdaftar sebagai salah satu Candidates of Civil Servants (CPNS) di Jawa Timur, jadi ya mau nggak mau aku kudu balik ke Jatim :)

Selama di Jakarta aku banyak-banyak berterima kasih sekali for all my dearest office partner and friends, i'm sorry if i made a mistake.

Thanks for everything.

Selama di Palyja banyak banget pengalaman yang bisa aku dapet, baik dan buruk semuanya bikin aku semakin mengerti dan belajar dalam pengalaman hidup.

Terima kasih buat Tim Konstruksi (my work department) yang selalu membantu aku dalam bekerja, yang selalu membuat aku merasa safe walaupun mostly all the employee are MEN!! hahaha...Especially buat bapak2 pengawas yang sering banget ngajakin aku Over Time tapi ga ngebosenin, hehehe..Apalagi kalo pas sesi jalan-jalan, karaoke, n makan2.. I LOVE IT! :)

Thanks buat temen2 gendengku..

Mbak Rani Melani , Mas Amir Ramdhan, Bu Haty Wiartie, Mellisa, dan bapak2 (SPI/SPV) Pak Asep, Pak Paindoan,Pak Rizal, Pak Daru, dan Pak Tumindang. You are really great partner!!! :)

Tapi, setiap pertemuan selalu ada perpisahan. So on Friday February 25th 2011 I'M OFFICIALLY BEING AN ALUMNY OF PALYJA.

GOODBYE and Goodluck for you all Friends.

Keep Contact and Keep in Touch.

And also say HELLO to my new world.

My new beginning, I HOPE!

xoxo,

Amelia

Would It Be The Never Ending Story ?? I WISH

Thanks Allah for giving me the answer of all our super problem..
Now 4 years means everything..
Thanks my Bebong..

Smooch,

Amelia

10 (maybe) Easy Ways To DE-STRESS Your Life

Aloha pals...
Long time no share and no activity in my blog..
Let me to give you all in 10th easy ways, How to De-Stress your life.. :)

1. Get more physically active! Choose outdoor activities whenever you can or just workout untill you tired.

2. Spend time alone in nature. Combine physical activity with time spent alone in nature by hiking,diving, or biking..huwooww..how I ♥ that activity!!

3. Releasing your attachment to your relationships if you are in a highly troubled relationship and fear that the other person may leave you, visualize your life without that person and accept that your happiness in life come from within' and not from any other person.

4. Reduce your obligations! Some people keep to themselves. If you don't enjoy a responsibility and it isn't truly crucial, just say NO! Focus volunteering on those activities that give you great job and satisfaction.

5. Learn to love your job or (maybe) get a job you love and honor yourself enough to choose a career that brings satisfaction as well as paycheck.

6. Begin project you love. Give yourself a little time each day to work on something creative that you love doing and that make you feel good about yourself! Waahh paling demen yg model beginian..just doing something new guys..make some DIY project or anything,that can make you feel freedom on your life!!hahahaa..

7. Know that you are not responsible for the whole world. If you are going to make a difference just take up a cause.

8. Forgive everyone especially yourself for everything that has ever been done or been left undone, your ANGER (lol) and hatred hurt you.

9. Give your time to others. Not only your family, your love,or your friends. You can give your time to caring with people who unluckily than you.. (Kebanyakan nonton JIKA AKU MENJADI) hehee..

10. And the last you have to VIEW YOUR LIFE AS AN ADVENTURE!!

xoxo,

AmeLia

i heart ice cream

MAGNUM!!

i want more..more..and..more..

hehehe..

gara-gara kemakan iklan yg bener-bener bikin  ngiler ndredes-ndredes *too much pengulangan kata* :p 

akhirnya kebeli juga ni eskrim..

eskrim yang trakhir makan ude lupa kapan..seingetku sih uda dari jaman SD trakhir beli..

waktu itu harga sebijinya IDR.6000 disaat eskrim paddle pop masi seharga gopek,ahhahahaha..

dan akhirnya setelah ngidam berhari-hari  sempet kebeli juga..

hhmmm...yummiii...

vanillanyaaaaaa nampol!!

sluurrpp..hhehee..

Java Soulnation 2010 including Simply Red Farewell Concert (October 29th 2010)

huwowww..aw..aw..aw..awesome weekend!!yeay..

There's soooooo much fun!!!!

Acara dadakan yg berujung dengan sangat menyenangkan..

Awalnya kan bener2 kaga ada rencana buat ke acara ini, tp akhirnya jadi juga..

THANKYUUUUUU so much for my besties DASH and CHOKKY (didi DJFM), yang bisa bikin aku nonton SOULNATION!! :))

Apalagi soulnation ini kita bisa nonton Farewell Concert SIMPLY RED!!!!!

that's a JACKPOT for us!!hahahhahaha..

walopun ampe bikin jantung jeder-jeder gara2 tiket *whoops that secret story for us* akhirnya kita bisa masuk juga dengan formasi lengkaaaaappp...ahyeayyy.. :))

TERIMAKASIH teman-temanku semuanyaaaaa..

i really enjoyed this weekend, bikin hari-hari setelah putus cinta jadi ga kerasa..hehehhe..

I love You all bestie!!!

peluk-peluk...mwah...

x.o.x.o

AMELIA

STRANGER FEELINGS

wohooo...

what a super boring my life now!!

since moved from Surabaya to Mothercity Jakarta..oh..i get no feeling to living here, don't know why??

berasa pengen kabur mulu ke Surabaya, hehehe..

sesuai dugaan sebelom berangkat ye ternyata, pasti bakalan HOMESICK mulu *sad*

secara sebelom ke Jakarta, kerjaanku kelayapan mulu,hehehehe...

i love travelling so much!!!

aku merindukan hidupku yang duluuuuu...bisa kemana-mana...

rinduuuuu...jalan2 ke TP sendiri,ke pasar atum,itc,etceteraaaaa..

do i miss that activity so much!! *sorrysemuakerasalebay* =p

tapi kalo kaya gini mulu ga bakal bisa selese juga, sementara kerjaan juga mengHARUSkan buat tetep stay di kota paling ribet n sumpek ini ampe 6 bulan lagi....

WHOOOAAAAA!!

STRESSSS!!!

sungguh aku kangen rumah muluuu..

kalo org ngebaca ni postingan pasti ngira aku kanak-kanak bangeett, tp bodo amat dahhh...

nyang namanya kalo udah kangen rumah ga bakal bisa digantiin dengan apapun..i miss my daddy,ibuk,opi,kara,mamayukero,rere...and all my friends especially NIKEN and LANEY..*bighug*..

kapan pulang lagi yawww...

LET ME GO HOME!!!

HOME

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HOME

O

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HOME!!!

hhehehehehehehe...

a day before Eid Mubarak

hurraaayyy...

i'm home finally..

my love..love..lovely city Surabayahkuuuuu tercintaaa...

today is the last of fasting day in Ramadhan..

selama sebulan ga pernah ngerasain puasaan dirumah bareng keluarga..

for the first time puasa jadi anak kosan..huhuhuhu..sediihh :(

tapi alhamdulillah masi kebagian buka puasa di hari terakhir Ramadhan di rumah..

eemmm..emg HOME SWEET HOME..

kangeennn bangettt dirumah..sante2..leyeh2 bareng babeh emak opi n ponakanku Kara..heheheh..

Lucu banget waktu aq dateng tadi pagi, si Kara uda nongol dibalik pintu sambil jalan..

berasa kaya tuyul dia..hahahaha..

Can't hardly wait to see my sis Yurika and her husband and also my lil preety niece Rere...

Tanteh Emil kangeennnnnnnn....

Pokoknya tahun ini Ramadhan bener2 berarti..gimana aq ngerasain susahnya puasa sendiri di kota orang yang jauh dari rumah..

sahur n buka puasa seadanya..untung aja masi ada temen seperjuanganku..my roomate Delvy...hahahaha..

kita berpisah seminggu ini teman..

see you next week..yeay..

Yah..alhamdulillah tahun ini kita semua masih bisa ikut puasa dan lebaran 1431 H

Semoga Ramadhan tahun depan kita semua masih dipertemukan lagi dalam keadaan sehat wal'afiat..

Amiiieennn...Ya...Rabb..

wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

amelia

Oh Mothercity...My New World...

Hulllaaaa...
Woooww..I'm back to blogging...
It's been a long long long time since I moved from Surabaya.. (
actually baru 4 bulan sih :p)
Oh, jakarta!!!
Kenapa ampe sekarang ga bisa betah tinggal disini..
Sejak pindah kerja n pindah idup di jkt on May..tetep aja
homesicknya ga ketulungan..
apalagi kalo pas puasaan gini..
Kata siapa idup d Jakarta enak?
hhmmm...jauh mampus ama Surabaya..
Mungkin aku kaget kali ya..
For the 1st time jadi anak kosan..hahaha..
Secara d sub ga pernah idup sendiri,ampe masak,nyuci baju,nyuci
piring and bla bla bla ga pernah aku lakuin sendiri..
Skrg..beehh..
Boro2 ngrasain kek d surabaya..
Kalo lg males makan,males kmn2 n ga ada makanan yaudah makan
aja nih angin,hehhee..
Tiap hari berasa itu2 mulu rutinitasnya..
Kerja-Kosan-Kerja-Kosan..
WHAT A SUPER BORING ACTIVITY!!!!
Tapi hari ini uda H-10 Lebaran..
Ga sabar nunggu september 8th....
Ga sabar..ga sabaarrrr...ga saabbaarrr...
Rindu Rumah-papa-ibuk-kakak-ponakan-and ofkors TEMAN2
gendengku..
Kangeeennn...
Oh Surabayaa..
I'll be back ASAP!!!
i promise...


X.O.X.O

BALI........I Love You momdad :*

Aloha..

Happy vacation everyone..
Saat yang pas setelah resign dari kantor dan setelah wisuda my mom and dad taking me to get vacation in BALI...yeeeyy...hehehe..
Thanks Papa and Ibuk buat hadiah jalan-jalannya.. *smoocchh*

WELCOME THE PARADISE :)

Day 1 : Barong's Time at Sanur Beach

Then at noon we were going to Krisna Craft ;)

Day 2 : Tanjung Benoa yaayy..

Parasailing yuhuuuu...

Boating from Nusa Dua to Tanjung Benoa

Welcome Tanjung Benoa Mini Zoo hahahaha..what a silly stupidipy face!! :D

Day 3 : Beach(es) time again, DREAAAMMLAAANNNDDD!!!!! *superyellin'*

my dad, hahahahha...

Garuda Wisnu Kencana :)

Day 4 : Last day, Sangeh.. seeing lil "cute" munkii.. yiiaakkss..hehehe..

super big THANKS to MOM AND DAD for the gift..

i wuuff yoouu both.. mwaaahh.. ;)